2012-05-30

事实·真相


这几天我真的和很多人见面,
有意无意在这过程中,我发觉人的思想是很奇怪的。
这理论并非我这几天才发现的,却是我在很早以前就懂了。
但这让我更加的肯定我之前所想是正确的。
同时间我也开始对其他人失去信任了。
甚至想法会变到极端,为何我要去相信?是事实?还是在故弄玄虚?
文明的面具将丑陋的人性给包装得完美无缺。
事实与真相就在这华丽的面具后给埋没了。
人心难测。

2012-04-04

NEXT?!

4TH of APRIL already.
Time passed fast.
But i think i lost the OHM for study.
Just felt lazy virus was infecting my body.
Damn wrong for now!
How can i do so?
I don't want regret what i doing!
I making myself more worst.
SAVE me!
WHO COME TO KILL MY LAZY BUG!

2012-03-27

SAFE AND SOUND

SAFE AND SOUND-TAYLOR SWIFT ft.THE CIVIL WARS
currently i addicted to this song.she has an awesome voice,just like a lullaby that can making me relax until fall asleep.This song is the song I most LIKE.

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now

Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window

Darling, everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound... 

2012-03-25

Goin on....

In this week,i really took a minture like an hour,a week just like a year.
I jz let the time abuse myself.
I non-stop pretend i m alright with the fake smile and laugh.
The real is my heart was bleeding every second,because I m really love u.
I can't deny everytime I close my eye,the people,image,shadow all the thg are about u.
But you already be a part of my memory,actually i won't be forget you,but you just will be that part of my memory.
Memory that are happy,sweet,nice,comfort and unforgetable.
Now we walk on different ways,maybe one day we will meet but i really what respond will i giving you..
just hope u can happy and enjor you life.
I never begging u return to my side is because of i don't what I can do for you.
I don't what can i do to hold back your heart,I m lost my confident.
I never blame u,just like what i told you before,i never angry you or blame you,just because of u are the most important people for me.
I never forget what I told U.

I LOVE YOU..........


BUT it really hurt.sometime i will felt hanging over there and lost my way.All gone now.GONE.
I not dare to view your profile and ask for your recently already.
I do not what the next step can i do.
I will be alright?

2012-03-20

放下?

今天就第四天了,我没有那么会去乱想了。
说我完全放开了那就不可能的。
他还是我很喜欢的人。
但至少我现在可以控制到自己的心情了。
已经不会一想到他就揪心。
也许这是一个好的开始吧。
fb deactived 一天了,没有去关注他了。
我还记得有人和我说,他现在的动态是和我完全无关的。
我就立刻 deactived fb 了,然后用课业来麻木自己。

2012-02-07

不要因为爱而改变自己

很多人都会因为兑取他人的关爱,
而改变自己的兴趣、
性格、
习惯、
行为、
甚至想法。
没错这就是爱的魔力。
它可以让一个人等待,
让一个人烦恼,让一个人苦恼,
让一个人幸福,让一个人开心。
因此人就忘记了自己的本质
,就被这魔力给改变了。
其实我们应该坚持,让别人爱上的是真真的自己,
而不是被他们改变了的自己。



但这都是我做不到的原则。

2012-02-01

emotion OOC(out of control)

damn emo now without any reason~
what the hell with me?Am i going to mad?
hate this feeling,it let me felt difficult to breath.
it just like a stone was crushing my soul.
please set me free.i m begging.